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Anger of Mine
02:58
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Every day I wake I get this feeling in my chest
Like a knife that´s stabbing me in between my breasts
Thoughts of you inhibiting my soul to rest
She´s got a rope around your neck, that weak shit I can´t respect
What are you, the living dead?
I´m saying you´re fucked in the head
Just like that brainwashing bitch you´re now hanging with
Coz three nights before we were fucking on our mate´s Mum´s bedroom floor
Now I find you´re hanging with some fat ass fucking whore?
Causing deep seeded, heated anger, passionate hatred
To add to the score of ways that our love has now been infiltrated
Don´t try and debate it
The past is deleted
And I know you don´t want to hear it
About how much I hate it
That you´ve given away what I wanted to hold onto
A love more strict that a curfew
More sweet than a perfume
A love that entwined us two
Combined us into
A strong white light now only pain is in sight
And I can´t sing or talk but God knows I can write
And I can´t help it if all my words are coming from spite
It´s the only way that I know
Of trying to fight
This longing for sweetness
This impending weakness
This drowning in deepness in darkness
In the depths of my heart I must continue to feel this
Why must I continue to feel this.
This anger of mine is only good to rhyme with
Its not good to carry or hold
Or fill your soul with
This is how I get it out
This is how I let it out
This is how I´ll survive and sort myself out
Fire in my chest, fire in my chest
If I breathe out you might burn
If I shout, you might go up in flames
Who´s to blame
Coz you lit the candle can you handle the heat
Don´t take a seat block your ears and try to ignore me
I know you don´t want to hear it
But my policy is always honesty is the best choice
Don´t think I´ve got no voice
Not even a billion of my tears could extinguish this fire in my soul
Not letting your insensitivity take a hold, take control
Coz I´m by trade the most forgiving person that I know
But don´t take that for granted, I won´t take another blow
And don´t mistake my kindness for weakness
Don´t think coz I forgive that this pain doesn´t exist
Your intense love is something I´m always going to miss
But your deviant ways has made our fate take a twist
I know our separation will benefit me in the long run
Don’t know if my soul is going to make it thru the short one
There are deep and distant wounds from your blood shot eye
Can’t wait for the memories of our love and dreams to die
Can’t wait for the day the thought of you no longer makes me cry
Keep asking why you chose to destroy us, why you chose to lie, why you chose to fight
Has all this pain an misery satisfied your appetite?
Well go ahead take a bite, take a bite, take a bite
This anger of mine is only good to rhyme with
Its not good to carry or hold
Or fill your soul with
This is how I get it out
This is how I let it out
This is how I´ll survive and sort myself out
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No More
03:14
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I´ll spit some rhymes for you right here
So open up your ears, re-fill your beers and say cheers
I´ll tell you stories that will articulate my years
Condensate your tears
Agitate your fears
And legitimate your cares
Stimulate your taste buds
Relay messages from above
I just want to laugh with you blood
But if you fuck with me I´ll get my cuz to rough you up
So make sure you back me up
And I´ll fill your soul with love
But if push comes to shove
You´re not careful, give me an earful
Seem to be disloyal
Back up the devil instead of your Seasta or my bruv
If you stumble and think that you can make me crumble
Just be sure I´ll be at the front of any rumble
Bare knuckled and hands clenched
Without looking I can smell your stench
You speak of me as your friend
Well I know that all depends
Trying to stand on high moral ground
You will always fall when true judgment comes around
Take a look at yourself you hypocrite
I´d never play my mates
You´re all as weak as dried up shit
So much disrespect
So much selfishness
Show a little self respect
Show a little fucking decency
Turn my head and clearly now I see
155 knives in my back
To trust no one means my love will never be thrown back
You are betrayed by what you lack
Causing me to react in an instant by its impact
I don´t want to play rough no more
Don´t want to act tough no more
Don´t want to feel like I have to carry a sword and shield
No more, no more
So I lay down my weapons
And kneel gracefully before my death
For I will be reborn with a shining medal upon my chest
And pillows surround my softness will keep my enemies perplexed
While relieving tears my eyes do shed will create a butterfly effect
And left without context
Those I touch will now be blessed
And long gone will be the days when equilibrium is upset
And I end up paying for someone else´s debt
Long gone are the days that I fret for someone else´s pain
That is only proclaimed
Because they´ve come to realise the repercussions of their own actions
Looked into my eyes and seen humility
Finally admitting that it is their own responsibility
Long gone are the days that I put your soul´s peace before my own sanity
For I am not afraid to speak and will not leave weak
My blessed humanity
For I still weep when I hear the songs you told me make you think of me
And I know you still believe
And you´re one of the only ones who knows my magic completely
But I´m not calm enough for you and you were never enough for me
I see you trying to forget but what we had runs too deep
And I´m at peace at this stage
At least I try everyday to forgive you for the pain
Hang your head in shame
But know that you are forgiven
For this grace I thank the heavens
And my arms will always be open
So I wait for you to be ready to fix that which has been broken
And now that you know
This will never again be spoken
Don´t just view my love here as a token
I don´t want to play rough now more
Don´t want to act tough no more
Don´t want to feel like I have to carry a sword and shield
No more, no more, no more
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In this life I walk a dangerous path
through the streets of the world alone in the dark
start to make my mark
always protect my heart
coz sharks will try and steal even the most insignificant part
they try and tear me apart
won`t be treated less than the brightest, highest shining start
especially because I`ve travelled far
but I`m from West Australia
especially because of all I`ve seen
and every night my dreams scream at me, scream at me
sometimes I feel like a refugee
roaming from city to city
working hard to translate all that I am seeing
and investigate all that I am seeing
this is why I be singing I be singing, I be singing
Many times
I should have died but
I just let it go
Many times I would have cried but
I just stopped the flow
Finding my voice
knowing my choice
finding my way home
Many times I
would have lied but
thought that you should know
Many times I
could have burned but
I just felt the glow
Many times
the wind has blown but
I just closed the door
Many times I
should have flown but
I just hit the floor
Finding my choice
knowing my voice
finding my way home
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I spread my wings as I take off
shed dreams of the Malacoff
tread springs with the state stock
in a head lock, shock from the beat box
hear the feet drop like a sweet shop on the street block
Feel the wind stop, spin the bottle top
from the pot cough to the soft rock
feel the heat drop
its a mean cop
make your stomach knot and your head hot
while they let the meat rot
Hear the tick tock from the wrist watch with a ripped frock
jump from the block to the top with a snake shot
slip on one sock
and with one pop find yourself back with the hip hop
Its a cheap knock and a neat trot to the sweet spot
hit the dot with a shot
what what what
start with the mop
for the cock snot, then leave the lot
as I climb in the cot
Black raven
flying low
Black raven
flying alone
Black raven
flying flying flying low
Down into the depths I dodge nets of concepts
that freak best, it took a week to point west
and yet to protect we over slept a hairs breath
the tolls pet, we mould decks
and fold the sold wreck
Cold sex, vexed from the vortex
fraught rest, short sets
ripping through what´s next
A fools test, stress from a beaks nest
slow steps, hoes desk, flex from a blown neck
Shown fret
A phone that´s never kept
a bet that´s never set
a debt that´s never met
collect the becks, rebuild a sweat
force field there´s nothing left
re-shield from that old threat
Step to the last leg
Fled instead and re-shed all that´s bled the head
Black raven
flying low
Black raven
flying alone
Black raven
flying flying flying low
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Brown shoes, brown hat, brown eyes
I can see through your disguise
Brown book, brown hands, brown thighs
you´ll be the end of my demise
Brown coat, brown smoke, brown highs
Your brown watch has got me hypnotized
Go back to that place that you came from
So that the fat lace can take your shame on
Red dirt, red shirt, red haul
cream me up coz I will take the fall
Red lips, red gloves, red shawl
tasty treats can you hear the call
Red waist, red fire, red scold
play your hand and winner takes it all
Go back to that place that you came from
So that the fat lace can take your shame on
Can you hear that
Can you hear that
Can you hear that high hat
Can you hear that
Can you hear that
Can you hear that smooth cat
Go back to that place that you came from
So that the fat lace can take your shame on
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Sweet Brown
04:43
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If I if I if I
ever saw you again
If I if I if I
didn´t even want to be your friend
would you still want me
would you still want me
if you knew that you and I could
never be
would you still want me
If I if I if I
wasn´t so pretty
If I if I if I
didn´t have one little bit of money
would you still want me
would you still want me
if you knew this life we have would
never be
would you still want me
Coz I have only one reason why I left
no need to second guess
and there is only one reason why I left
just think back your man made mess
If I if I if I
never saw you again
If I if I if I
told you things would never, ever be the same
would you still want me
would you still love me
if you knew that you and I could never be
would you still want me
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Just missed out on beauty queen
Didn’t make a scene
Girl started running things
Extra tight jeans
Weighed down by bling
Won’t stop til she had everything
Hand in every pie
An entourage of guys
On call to satisfy her thighs
Whisper in that bitches ear if she feared
You might make her fall from high
If baby cakes gets the shakes
Tell this place leaves a distaste
This is her race
Won’t hesitate to make a kill even if its yours she takes
In a second she’s moved to the dance floor
Drops it low off the back board
The room looks and hopes to score
They’re sure she’ll move in the bedroom like an advanced whore
I know what kind of girl you really are
I know what kind of girl you really are
And if he knew
You´d be a lonely fool
He was a Peter Pan kinda man
Exiled by the clan
Glass walls to shield
His boarder line sham
Scammed women with the gift of the gab
Take a stab at your heart
Roast it hot and then pop
“its time to part”
Run away before you start
To realize he has no depth that lasts
Chew em up and spit em out
Without a doubt
Fickle as a rainbow trout
As he prowls around the town
I heard him spout
The same story same excuse
Like if he lays it out
It won’t be called abuse
Your own fault if you feel used
I know what kind of man you really are
I know what kind of man you really are
And if she knew
You´d be a lonely fool
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I´ll keep it buried
and you will never know
I’ll continue to carry
And watch it slowly take its toll
I wanted some passion, for something to happen
break out of this pattern, for something unfashioned
I wanted something that was uncontrolled
I wanted some karma, I wanted some justice
I wanted to touch it and know what I lusted
I wanted to feel it from the other side
I will never share it
And you will never know
And you will wonder why I cry
But I”ll never tell you the reason why
I wanted emotional poverty, live without honesty
Focused on following only my dreams
I wanted to care about only me
I wanted to leave you and let go and regain my control
Forget that I ever did burden my soul
I wanted to rise like I never took the fall
I´ll keep it buried
and you will never know
I’ll will keep on lying
And watch it slowly take its toll
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That sweet girl has the devil in her eyes
That sweet girl has the devil on her side
And although she’s tried, she can’t
Shake him from the inside
That sweet girl has the devil in her eyes
That sweet girl has the devil in her soul
That sweet girl has had the devil take control
And although she’s tried, she can’t
Shake him from his home
That sweet girl has the devil in her soul
That sweet girl has the devil in her eyes
That sweet girl has the devil on her side
And although she’s tried, she can’t
Shake him from the inside
That sweet girl has the devil in her eyes
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I don´t like it when my baby holds a gun
Makes me uneasy when my baby holds a gun
Said I don’t like it when my baby holds a gun
Makes me uneasy when my baby holds a gun
Ran to the sheriff said please can you help me
stop my baby please
he said pretty girl get up off your knees
I´m gonna shoot your baby down
I ran to my baby said run run run run
they´re gonna you down
I gave my baby one last kiss on the lips
and watched him ride out of town
I heard they met my baby out on the bridge
and tried to shoot him down
but my baby shot them bang bang in the chest
and watched them fall off and drown
They say he made it out across the boarder
I´m gonna meet him there
I packed a big gun so if they come
Now I´m gonna shoot them down
Yes I´m gonna shoot them down
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Seasta Chani Perth, Australia
Your sister from a different mister, Seasta Chani puts the fem into female hip hop. In `11 she branched out as a solo lyricist, in `12 released a self-titled EP, in `13 released a soundtrack to her Perth FringeWorld Festival production Bows Don`t Go. Life Sounds Like is her debut hip hop album. A dynamic & formidable performer, she combines sassy melodic hooks with hard-hitting, conscious lyrics ... more
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